I love to plan and sequence. This helps me plan out my bus trips. I hate to act spontaneously. I am so inconsistent when I try to act on the fly. I like my structure and deliberating my words and actions, Then a major health event landed me in the ICU for three days. My life changed. I learned life is to be lived, not planned. Standing on the sidelines contemplating what I should do with my life all day long is a waste. Life is meant to be lived and celebrated. So it is with spending plans and IPPs. Once you have completed the planning be done with it. Go and live your life. That is what makes Self-Determination worthwhile.